Glorious Pain

In case anyone is wondering if I still write songs… Here’s my latest:

Glorious Pain

There’s nothing like the scream of pain

of when you’ve done something wrong

because of your inability to feel anything anymore

There’s no more excuses to be made

for all the things I’ve done wrong

trying to feel okay with blood all over the floor

well you moved in to the black abyss of my heart

i’m sorry we broke up because i

was falling apart

I’m sorry I’m not good enough anymore

I’m sorry I have secrets behind closed doors

I’m sorry I can’t feel love, just pain, oh glorious pain

I’m sorry I can’t control myself

I’m sorry I put you through hell

I’m sorry I can’t love anymore, just pain, oh glorious pain

I’m always wrong it seems, since you’re constantly contradicting me

There’s nothing like the pain of saying “okay” to everything you say

There’s a hole where my heart used to be

it supposed to help me feel something

But you don’t even want me to say I’m sorry

Well you try to tear down these walls

I warned you what’s behind them is nothing

at all

I’m sorry I’m not good enough anymore

I’m sorry I have secrets behind closed doors

I’m sorry I can’t feel love, just pain, oh glorious pain

I’m sorry I can’t control myself

I’m sorry I put you through hell

I’m sorry I can’t love anymore, just pain, oh glorious pain

The depressing thing..

is as depression does..

destroys my chances..

at being in love..

So, I’m sorry I was never good enough

I’m sorry I keep my my secrets to myself

But I’m not sorry I fell outta love for myself-oh glorious pain—

I’m sorry I can’t control myself

I’m sorry I put you through hell

I’m sorry I can’t love anymore, just pain, oh glorious pain

God help me there’s no more excuses to be made

for all the things I’ve done wrong

trying to feel okay with blood all over the floor

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